Problems One after the other ..thats whats life for me?

hmm..why life like this, for some people its always good for some its bad after bad..I know it will be little boring to read these things I had in my life..but a small replay also give me much relief .I had separated parents in childhood, abounded kids..after 7 years parents reunited,,,but they always quarrel. Struggled to finish my graduation. after studies dint got the job in my feild but coz of the parents pressure had to take some job for the job sake,..later it was very difficult to go back to my original field , again i had to start from scratch..some how got job in my field., now marriage time,,parents want me to get married to some rich girl ,only looked rich even though not looking good. My only demand was girl should be good looking and moderately good character.They got one girl who was little rich, but I dnt like her...but they forced me to marry her counseling/brainwashed me for one complete day and night. I agreed at last to end up in a life which i dont want. i dint like her ( does not have any spark and dint like looks( u may not belive I never feel to see her naked) . But dint revealed her this and I love her , coz its not her fault. After that had kid when I really dont want to have ( coz of my wife's compulsion) I love my kid., is very naughty..I am having a life in metro city which I enjoy, I can adjust all my bad things in life with the lifestyle and glamor of metro city. After marriage when I asked parents why they compelled for marriage , they are saying its there duty and they done there duty..hmmm..and they are least bothered..Now parents always talks like I am not spending enough for them...not caring them, they dont have car( which we bough where I put one share), AC, this that..But I help them level best..My brother is there who will never help them and they are not worried and I had to give him 1 lakh of my hard earned money which he dont have plan to return.Now parents want me to come to there village which i dont like ..I dont like my relatives in village who always eager to find mistakes in others..and My parents will get sentimental and trying nail and finger to get me to there village. So that they will be secure. Even they are not willing to stay with me to take care of my kid. Above all these I feel very week and feel like falling in between ,,seen several doctors and done diabetics, thyroid and pressure but all where negative..Above that I am not good looking ,,I forget the day when a girl looked to my face..I give lot of importance to friends and if I want to keep the friendship I have to call them. they never call me ...I taken a deep breadth now as I am posting these things as it gives me a little relief ( like moving a small bebble in a mountain ) ..As I dont have any one to listen to me . If I try to tell any thing to my wife she will tell its all my imagination..if u read till end plz give ur suggestion