Why have i become less intelligent throughout school?

..Hi Tomas, It seems to me from what you have said here that you are and/or you have placed your entire identity on being intelligent/smart, or in fact somewhat smarter than everyone else..Why do you think this is, because Tomas, herein lies the real core issue, and one that you will eventually have to look at, address, and heal from, if you are ever to accept you for exactly who you are at any given time, no matter what this may entail be it positive or negative..Otherwise nothing is going to change for you in the way you think about all of this..The fact is, you cannot lose your intelligence Tomas, you can repress and/or suppress it, you can cover it up with many other issues, and sometimes if something else is either hurting us or trying to take a huge part of our life away from us, then this alone would be the focal point instead of learning because we are in fact fighting for our life in every aspect of it..Your ability to learn and to retain, in truth Tomas, is very much still within you, somewhere..This leaves the one problem for you to solve, you are going to have to go within and do some introspection to try and figure out exactly what is happening, what is going on, within your self..I think something, or possibly someone has and/or is interfering with your ability to focus, something occupying your mind far to much, and possibly a fear that you now and may have always had that has more control than it ever should..Time to take back your life, as only you can..Also, nothing ever goes back to the way it was..Humans are e-motion, or energy in motion, always moving, always growing and maturing as it was intended to be..Embrace you, the you that you are right now!..Stop with the negativity and realize that you are every bit as smart as you ever were, maybe even more as we do learn, if we chose to on a daily basis..And one last thing Tomas, be very careful not to compare your self with others..Each person has their own gifts, talents, morals, principles, etc.etc, and we should always celebrate diversity, not try to put it down or oppress or destroy it...Take much care in all your endeavours Tomas..